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another one of those journals that i usually do. you don't need to pay attention to this journal...
i can't believe how life has really been unfair with me. it's soo unfair that i can't see any good thing to counter the bad things that happen.
no one listens to me anymore
everyone keeps on treating me like some loser
my friends are just like normal people and doesn't make me feel like im their friend
even my parents is my problem
and i have to do everything to get something (no one ever bothered to help )
actually i don't care about it but i think im on my way to being an emo.
and this shit gives me bad art blocks, not just artblock but it also distracts me soo much from school. >.> WTf
there are only two things that still keeps me sane though, my optimism and anime.
damn
and right now im holding a huge grudge on everybody, it's better that way. I'd rather do that than sacrifice my self for others who wont practically care and is stuck in their own world made of candies and marshmallow.
i am just anotherartist person out there that wants to be appreciated somehow. (lol as if >.> )
i can't believe how life has really been unfair with me. it's soo unfair that i can't see any good thing to counter the bad things that happen.
no one listens to me anymore
everyone keeps on treating me like some loser
my friends are just like normal people and doesn't make me feel like im their friend
even my parents is my problem
and i have to do everything to get something (no one ever bothered to help )
actually i don't care about it but i think im on my way to being an emo.
and this shit gives me bad art blocks, not just artblock but it also distracts me soo much from school. >.> WTf
there are only two things that still keeps me sane though, my optimism and anime.
damn
and right now im holding a huge grudge on everybody, it's better that way. I'd rather do that than sacrifice my self for others who wont practically care and is stuck in their own world made of candies and marshmallow.
i am just another
CdR Secret santa christmas wishlist
yey secret santa \(* ´ ▽ ` *)/ this is my wishlist for %Cirque-des-Reves (https://www.deviantart.com/cirque-des-reves) aa it's my first time doing this I'm really nervous
1)Please draw my character Cynthia http://fav.me/d5i3p66 with her pet Linnaeus http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mb72nq6ZRI1rubsldo7_r1_250.png how ever you want to draw them.(Linnaeus is about the size of Cynthia's head)
2)or draw Cynthia by herself in what ever clothes you'd like for her to wear this holiday(though not too revealing please~ ; u ; but if you're having a hard time on that you could also draw in the clothes in her app~ )
I'd really love it if the mood of the whole pic(either of the two opti
it's been a long time...?
it's been a month,i guess, that i haven't wrote any of these nonsensical journals that no one replies to.
it just feels weird cuz before since i joined DA, i usually write everyday or every other day or just days from the last journal.
...well uhh, nothing reproductive here.
sorry to some people who are still waiting for their requests to be done. i can't give you gaiz crap on paper T^T so yeah, im trying my best to improve and give you guys better drawings!
now im just bored and depressed as usual =n=. is that even healthy?
hmmmm
ahh oh yeah we (me and my art club mates) joined this stamp design contest in phil post on the seventh of S
more in-love than usual?
*pushing old journal away*
has anyone seen the episode 4 of season 2 of kuroshitsuji?
yea i think raw is the only version available for now. i've been waiting the whole day for the sub but still it doesn't have one.
then read yana toboso's blog and i decided to watch the raw version.
and you know what?
I became more in-love with Sebastian <3
he's soo strong *U* and soo cool
yey~
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>u< yey finally i get to collaborate with someone awesome~
we already had character for a story and im soo excitedXDXDXD
gahhhhhh
i hope i get more inspiration ~XD
i hope my hand would let me draw wha ti want to draw this time.
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well, on another note (since that was really short)
I'll try to finish all request by next next week. i can't do all of
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Life is painful,
That's the reality adults abide to sometimes. And it's true, life is full of pain and sorrow that sometimes we would like to run away. Then again, how can everything be supported without the existence of pain? Alyssa, your friends aren't trying to treat you that way, you only think that. In truth, a lot of people could get worried about you if something bad happened. They can't do anything because they don't know anything about your situation. And you'll never know, sometimes, friends really do need to leave friends behind because they want you to grow. Sometimes they hurt each other because they love each other too much and they want them to understand. Take Naruto and Sausuke's situation for instance.
Love does come, it's just that you're not letting it in. It's the only way that you'll feel relieved. If you trust somebody then surely, they will help you if and only if they are your true friends. There isn't anybody in the world that doesn't have anyone to love them, they're just too blind or numb to see or feel it.
Listening is the first step, understanding the words is another. You have to be willing to listen otherwise you'll never understand. Listening to someone shows that you too, want to become friends with them. It shows how much you care and them talking to you shows how they are concerned and how they trust you.
I don't know if you'll appreciate my words but I'm just concerned. It's no good being all alone, a human isn't meant to be alone because no matter how many times that you hurt them, there'll always be someone there who still cares for you. Alyssa, I care for you too, as well as all the others who are concerned.
That's the reality adults abide to sometimes. And it's true, life is full of pain and sorrow that sometimes we would like to run away. Then again, how can everything be supported without the existence of pain? Alyssa, your friends aren't trying to treat you that way, you only think that. In truth, a lot of people could get worried about you if something bad happened. They can't do anything because they don't know anything about your situation. And you'll never know, sometimes, friends really do need to leave friends behind because they want you to grow. Sometimes they hurt each other because they love each other too much and they want them to understand. Take Naruto and Sausuke's situation for instance.
Love does come, it's just that you're not letting it in. It's the only way that you'll feel relieved. If you trust somebody then surely, they will help you if and only if they are your true friends. There isn't anybody in the world that doesn't have anyone to love them, they're just too blind or numb to see or feel it.
Listening is the first step, understanding the words is another. You have to be willing to listen otherwise you'll never understand. Listening to someone shows that you too, want to become friends with them. It shows how much you care and them talking to you shows how they are concerned and how they trust you.
I don't know if you'll appreciate my words but I'm just concerned. It's no good being all alone, a human isn't meant to be alone because no matter how many times that you hurt them, there'll always be someone there who still cares for you. Alyssa, I care for you too, as well as all the others who are concerned.