nothing has change

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another one of those journals that i usually do. you don't need to pay attention to this journal...






i can't believe how life has really been unfair with me. it's soo unfair that i can't see any good thing to counter the bad things that happen.


no one listens to me anymore
everyone keeps on treating me like some loser
my friends are just like normal people and doesn't make me feel like im their friend
even my parents is my problem
and i have to do everything to get something (no one ever bothered to help )

actually i don't care about it but i think im on my way to being an emo.
and this shit gives me bad art blocks, not just artblock but it also distracts me soo much from school. >.> WTf

there are only two things that still keeps me sane though, my optimism and anime.


damn

and right now im holding a huge grudge on everybody, it's better that way. I'd rather do that than sacrifice my self for others who wont practically care and is stuck in their own world made of candies and marshmallow.


i am just another artist person out there that wants to be appreciated somehow. (lol as if >.> )
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Lex-Yomira234's avatar
Life is painful,

That's the reality adults abide to sometimes. And it's true, life is full of pain and sorrow that sometimes we would like to run away. Then again, how can everything be supported without the existence of pain? Alyssa, your friends aren't trying to treat you that way, you only think that. In truth, a lot of people could get worried about you if something bad happened. They can't do anything because they don't know anything about your situation. And you'll never know, sometimes, friends really do need to leave friends behind because they want you to grow. Sometimes they hurt each other because they love each other too much and they want them to understand. Take Naruto and Sausuke's situation for instance.

Love does come, it's just that you're not letting it in. It's the only way that you'll feel relieved. If you trust somebody then surely, they will help you if and only if they are your true friends. There isn't anybody in the world that doesn't have anyone to love them, they're just too blind or numb to see or feel it.

Listening is the first step, understanding the words is another. You have to be willing to listen otherwise you'll never understand. Listening to someone shows that you too, want to become friends with them. It shows how much you care and them talking to you shows how they are concerned and how they trust you.

I don't know if you'll appreciate my words but I'm just concerned. It's no good being all alone, a human isn't meant to be alone because no matter how many times that you hurt them, there'll always be someone there who still cares for you. Alyssa, I care for you too, as well as all the others who are concerned.