my head's messed up

all i can do is do what i like not even sure anymore if it's right or wrong lol (but i know those serious stuff like taking drugs or murder, and I'm sure in this lifetime i wont do those)lol

=.= the result of other people pushing their opinion in me, i can't voice my opinions because i can't find the word so that they could understand.


did you ever felt like you suddenly have a hard time to breathe and automatically go on anger mode when eve you see someone or even a possession of this someone?
i do and when i get close to this person my whole body shakes restraining myself from hitting this person, love that turned to hate to the point that it's almost traumatic.


----School tomorrow, i like my section. tons of smart ppl that inspires me to study lol

listening to songs from naruto. do you notice the resemblance in the songs of the same anime even with different artists? i think it's genius ohoho. there is this familiar air and innocent friendship thing going on with the songs it makes me feel warm inside lol.
i don't like songs because i like the anime; i like and dislike them separately~~


ohh wll i gotta finish bakuman before tomorrow and that's impossible~~

and lately im being such a lolipop addict